Komm, Süsser Tod
“Komm, Süsser Tod”
Acrylic on Canvas
24”x 36”
2022
"Despite how much time passes, or how much I feel I've grown and the many chances I am given, when I am stripped raw to my core I find the same weaknesses. Whatever I do seems like a futile effort in avoiding the inevitable failure. I am condemned in an infinite loop and I don't know how to get out of it. This is my demon: the guilt for the paralyzing fear for the future. Months or even years moving forward only to later find myself back in the beginning. ""It all returns to nothing, it all comes tumbling down, tumbling down, tumbling down It all returns to nothing, I just keep letting me down, letting me down, letting me down"" -- Komm, Süsser Tod, Arianne"
Puying "Despite how much time passes, or how much I feel I've grown and the many chances I am given, when I am stripped raw to my core I find the same weaknesses. Whatever I do seems like a futile effort in avoiding the inevitable failure. I am condemned in an infinite loop and I don't know how to get out of it. This is my demon: the guilt for the paralyzing fear for the future. Months or even years moving forward only to later find myself back in the beginning. ""It all returns to nothing, it all comes tumbling down, tumbling down, tumbling down It all returns to nothing, I just keep letting me down, letting me down, letting me down"" -- Komm, Süsser Tod, Arianne"